yeah im sure thats apart of it, zh. but the truth is this happened b4 i ever got on meds and b4 i ever when to see a therapist. Years, but i guess im used to living alone where i can let myself go. Its difficult having school, and work, and my brother when it happens. I have come to realize I would make a horrible mother

I am sure the med-withdrawal is making it worse/come back tho.
Thanks all for responding.