Hello, my first time posting. So I am at the beggining of a long distance relationship(2 weeks today since I left her). She is on the complete other side of the country(me in New York her in Alaska) and won't see her until October. I know she loves me and I talk to her everyday on the phone but well I hate phones and I'm having a hard time with that being our only contact...i have e-mailed her a few times but it's not so easy for her to get internet access. I find myself worrying randomly about stupid things. I realize that four months is not a long time in the scheme of things but I dont have those constant love re-enforcements like touching and kissing. I would like to be happy and not feel so uneasy but whenever she pops into my head(a common occurence) I don't get happy rather I think/miss/worry about her. I guess it will just take time and getting used to the current situation for me to feel better but damn I miss her. Any tips?
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