Oh ((((( kd )))))

What amazing strength you showed in just putting that down for us to read. I can only imagine what it was like.

I am so glad that you were able to have some healing time with your father. This is good for all i would think.

Someday kd all of those memories will be yours. They are being stored for you in a safe place until you are ready to store them yourself. I know this doesn't make it easier but they will come. They are not gone forever.

The feeling of being "flooded" with emotions is so painfull. It is in a way cleansing even with the pain but so hard. I know what you mean by the "spiritual" feeling.

Remember anger is a part of the grieving process so do not be suprised by this. It is normal and I am sure each of us here has felt anger at being DID many times over. It would only be natural.

Stay close to people who support and care about you now. Staying safe is number one goal.

It sounds like you are moving forward and this is scary but a good sign. I think.

You will continue to get better as time passes.

We are here for you and the love and respect absolutely goes both ways kd.

Take very good care of you all.

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