I dont know, I seem to have all the symptoms of borderline personality, then i also seem to have the symptoms for prodomal stage of psychosis, the beginning of it. But I cant seem to think that I actually have either, that im just focusing on all of this to much and maybe exagerating symptoms in my mind, or that i have a need to label myself as either of these to explain things in the past. I just can't accept that I actually have borderline and im falling into psychosis, despite all the evidence. I also feel like if i do have it that ive somehow created it on purpose sub contiously. Maybe im being ridiculous either way, let me know what you guys think.