Hi, my name is Trish,
i have suffured with deperssion for almost ten years.
I have been dealt many blows like losing a child when I was first married in 93 then agiain in 95 and then I almost lost my thrid child in 97 when she was born permie.
I fell out of love with my current spouse for neihter of us knew how to handle anything anymore. and I tried to move in in so many worng ways. and so many wrong turns.
I ended up :"losing" custody of my first child, becuase i could nto take care of her, I was very sucidale and tried a few times with her in the house, so I called them up adn said mom take her.

I now am in college and live with a very nice man, whom loves me and my second child..
we will see how it goes

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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