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Thanks for advice. It's just I didn't have a clue I was depressed until I starting seeing a consellor. Only six days until I have my first session in therpy. It's just three years is a lot for anyone to cope with everything. I might as well have anti-depressants for a couple of days. Just so much people aspect from others these days a caring family, trust worhty friends, a respectful boyfriend and a loving pet. All these I don't have right now and I'm going to work towards them. For anyone that hasn't been through depression, which I think most people have once in their lifes. If you shut your eyes, its like a continous dark black whole and your falling and falling non stop. Now open you eyes back up and look at the world today. Sorry I don't want anyone to get upset but depressions seems to wake me up though I won't give up!