me nose whi she no wans me but uses me wen she no wana du eni ding. she make me be owt at de hopital lass weeek fer awl those test, an no seem tu care dat de bodie hav had nuter hart tack even if de lass wun wuz a slite wun. me es reli scard tu sleep now cuz me scared dat we die in de sleep wit nuter hart tack, me nose dat post tu be restin an relaxin but me jus cant bein so scared dat we mite die iffa go tu seep. me sumtims dink dat de big will let de hart tack be way of duin "S". me jus not no wat tu du.