Thanks Rhapsody. I never thought I'd end up in this position. I cannot believe one human could do this to another. I'm still stranded 3000 miles away without a home or job to go back to. I'm just feeling really down and scared. I know I have to pick myself up and come up with a plan, but I'm still in shock. He hasn't tried to contact me or anything. He doesn't know if I'm ok or not. I know that says alot about him, but we had a relationship and lived together, I thought building a life together. I keep asking myself this, how can you treat another person this way, especially one you said you loved so much? Please forgive me for rambling, but again I'm in shock over this.