Kathie,
All I can say is that this Kathy TOTALLY understand where you at right now and how your feeling....I cut really bad on Sunday and I cut deep...so deep it scared me and now I hate myself even more...it is a endless merry go round.....and guess what your NOT ON IT ALONE....I am here with you and there is others here too....
you slipped but do what my T told me today....so you slipped...but DONT hate yourself.....your hurting enough already....take care sweetie and love you bunches....