I'm sorry buddy!! You are so much stronger than you even realize. I know things have been so sh**ty for you lately, but the fact that you are still hanging in there is amazing. Just try and give this therapist another chance tomorrow. The last appointment was really hard, but you made it through it!! Going tomorrow to the appointment would be a good time to talk about all the stuff that has been going on lately so that you can get it off of your chest. Anyways, I hope you hang in there buddy boo... I'll be thinking about you!!