i only been working ther about 5 months and shes only on the week ends. but its like she is imposin this other identity on me and i COULD become her ans i do at work there so she can feel better- like if i do its habit- its natural to me to just turn into who ever you think you see - when its an old lady like that. its like the ones from childhood that could do anything with me . make whatever they want out of me. At work shes not mean - its not her fault im not normal but i dont feel good to be under her wing. its making me shrink.
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