thank missi and pat so much..i so appreciate the prayers, and nice to meet you missi.

things have been *so hard*. (i run out of computer time here at the library in a couple minutes so i'm trying to rush this response...) i am officially homeless..i never, ever thought this would happen to me..my car broke down and then everything else went bad with it...i don't have family like most people...things have been so, so horrible lately..i have to call the shelters twice weekly to see if there's an opening..there isn't currently..i am living in my car..i wish i knew why are the odds always stacked so high for me..my whole life has been a living hell. i'm sorry to be so negative, but just when i think it can't get any worse, it does. i'm scared. and alone. and when there is an opening at the shelter, i'm scared of what that will be like...i'm in survival mode right now..i had a feeling this situation was coming ...

thanks for listening..just needed to vent.....the computer's about to cut me off...

take care everyone,
amy