Kathie,

That must really hurt to have your father say things like that to you. I am so mad at him on your behalf!!! GRRRRRRR!!!!!!! You are worth so much more. With a dad who talks to you that way, no wonder you need so many medications. If I were in your place, I wouldn't want to stay there. Do you have any other options? It might be healthier for you if you can get out and put some distance between you and your dad.
****hugs if you want them****

Wendy