Thanks again Berries. I'm not sure how to help him, no, but I do know I'm still not totally balanced and need to work on that first. Good advice. It's like, I just don't want to feel so down for no apparent reason, ya know? My brain is great at acing tests and memorizing info if I force it to, but sometimes it lashes out at me because of all the discipline I impose on it, when it's actually highly artistic and wants to paint, write, sculpt, etc. I feel like not only are my chemicals at war with me, also my left brain and right brain are duking it out for dominance.