Schatze,

Going back to bed after such a rotten triggering experience in the closet sounds like a good idea to me! Sheesh! Sounds like you've been pawing through my closet. I too can relate to the freaked out feeling of not having things fit right and the gall people have to comment on how thin one is. Makes me wanna clock them upside the head!

What's going on with therapy in all this? Have you been working on anything lately to make your triggers more present? I'm sorry they are out of control right now. You'll regain the upper hand soon enough....it just doesn't feel like that right now. siiiiiiiigh.

I hope your niece/nephew is healthy and that your sons took delight in meeting their new cousin. Let us know how the visit went. You're talking to folks who have had the same meltdowns you describe.