oh, goofygirl, i'm so sorry...you must be feeling really frustrated now. if you went back to work, what kind of work would you do? i went to my rehab counselor today and she lectured me about how hard it is to get into nursing school???? sometimes it seems like you take one step forward and two steps back, doesn't it? i hope you find a solution to your dilemna....i'll keep you in my thoughts.......xoxo pat