Thanks Heather. Nice to now that people are out there willing to listen.

i worry about everything, so much so that thoughts go spinning through my head and I cant stop them, it causes my head to feel cloudy and hurt.

I worry and stress about money, my job, what people think about me, what people would think if i told them i had these problems, i worry about getting old, i worry that i've yet to accomplish anything in my life, i worry that i wont accomplish anything, i worry that i'll never marry and end up alone, i worry that i'm not gonna be a good father....

Then there are the times that its like my problems dont exist, its like i go into a "fantasy world" where things are different and everything is great and i almost talk myself into believing it. I find it strange that i do that.

If anyone cares to read my livejournal, i've just started it but guess it offers some insight, let me know.