Hi Pupp,

I am sorry you are losing someone who you see as a great support -

try not to keep pushing away the people who are trying to help you - I know its hard when you have your shields up and you are hurting - sometimes things can be misread and misinterpreted by both sides.

This is a very supportive place if you let it be - try to take a deep breath and think of what you can do to replace this person who is leaving - now I know they are irreplacable as an individual - but are there things you can do to help you get through this - go out with friends - or do somthing nice for you like ...whatever makes you happy - fo me its playing with my cats and walking in gardens ... I dont have a garden so I go for a walk and look at the flowers in other peoples gardens.

take care P7