My gal and I broke up last November. We had dated for four years and been through quite a bit together. I wouldn't compare it to anything a couple of greater length might have to go through, but ups and downs none the less. Her family was not fiscally smart; for a nine month period they lived in a hotel and nearly became homeless. My undiagnosed problems took a tole on things.
Because of my own disorders and mental health I grew bitter at the world and eventually pushed her away. I started getting professional help late in December. For over eight months now I dream every night of her and wake to nothing. I saw her and her new boyfriend last night for the first time and they laughed at me. I'm not competely sure what to right here, just thought I would give it a try.