well... after a horrible morning I guess I needed another "blow" in the afternoon...
we got denied benefit money for the extra care we put down to our son and me not being able to work because of it - having to be on top of things... we appealed... today we were turned down again... they stated that our parenting is only under normal responsibility...
normal.. hmm... well ok thank you very much for that!!! I'm still the one having to sort out our son when he's at his worst... I get beaten... talked down at with horrible words... We all live in this family... we all suffer... It looks very good on paper having two assistants in your home... but no no no... that does not let us sit down and just role our thumbs if that's what they think.... We ALL have to work close together - ALL the time!
The assistants have no one to guide them except for me and hubby. This is s h i t!

Face and head still aching and my face is swollen.

sorry! I'm just fed up!