(((((Deli)))))

I understand how incredibly hard this situation is for you. It's so unfortunate that your t has to leave. Having a history of people you care about leaving you. . .and now your t is going to be leaving. I'm sure it opens up all those old wounds. It's no wonder you are feeling hurt and angry. I know there's a part of you that wants to protect you from hurt by pulling away from your t before he leaves, so that the separation happens on your own terms. I know it seems as though pulling away now would hurt less than waiting until the inevitable last session. But this is a time when you really need t's support and help! Will pulling away now actually hurt less, or does it just seem that way?