Thank you all. these responses are so kind. I was just reflecting on that it was a woman who emailed me in private to respond to a concern about a medication I had of hers and she shared she had a cervial caner scare . This was right at the time I began noticing the pain and that lead to me wonderig if I should be concerned . her mentioning it was intregal to a wake up call for me . So Im amazed at how these little commings and goings between us here o the internet matter.

I have been trying to voice my concerns to a Phone friend who has consitantly brushed me off.
This hurt so much that I did not tell Him I was having further testing.
he did not call me a all to follow up.
I got hurt and angry . and finnally said I was waiting for results . plus my dog is very ill. I got the same brush off t that his work was more important.
well he was the first perso I callled . and he ended up saying.

well other peole have this surgery all the time .. And Im not gonna be concerned till I know what funeral parlor to send flowers to .

it was the meanest nasty thing I have ever herd. Im not sure if thats from him or from a mutaul friend of his .

they both hate me now ..

My therapist made an emergency appointment for me and we tried to figure out how I was going to clean my cluttered apartment get my clients caught up my dog taken care of

have that vacation I have not had in 20 years and get laid . since its been along time ... all of this before Monday .

So ...

my eyes hurt .

WMD.... thank you . you can come cook and clean for me , yes?
I have ADD and sometimes OCD .is that okay?

Patricia

oh I thought I had this in here.. Bebop, can I pm you with a question?