OCD stands for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Larry is saying you're taking pills just to be taking them, when u dont have a headache or anything that needs to be treated, that you are thinking about taking pills alot (thats the obsessing part), and then when you take a pill, or 2. or 3, thats the compulsion - acting or doing part. Taking the med you are taking, just because you "feel like it", is harmful to your health. I am glad that you are going to start therapy soon, and I hope it helps you ! You have posted in many areas of the forum, and it seems that you are young, and feeling pretty sad alot of the time. Good luck !!