I'm 12 years old and I think I need physciatric help. I tell people what's wrong (even though I can't tell them much because I'm have Social Anxiety), but they don't beleive me. They tell me every one goes through it. That it's normal when I know it's not. Normal people don't hear voices. I know this sounds weird, but... I know that people sit outside my house and watch me... I can't see them, but I know they're there! I can feel them watching me.

I've been depressed too... But it comes randomly... Like just earlier I was talking to my friend. She said "I think I'm ugly." And I had an emotional breakdown. I was screaming at her, then I started crying and saying what good friend she was, and how I deserved to be left in a hole to die... After I hung up, (we were talking on the phone) I tried to cut my wrist... I don't know why... I normally wouldn't even be think about cutting myself... Something inside me wanted to be hurt. I eventually gave up on cutting myself... I couldn't bring myself to do it.

I also get extremely angry with people for no reason. I get annoyed easily now a days aswell... I hate being alone, yet when I'm with people they make me very, very, very upset.... I don't know why either. Sometimes I get mad over little things too. Like when my friend gave me her extra food and I didn't want it. I started crying.

So would someone please tell me how to tell them I need help? And don't tell me I'm fine because I'm TIRED of people telling me I am when I know I'm not!!! (sorry... for the past few months I've had really bad mood swings)

And don't talk to me like a baby. I may be 12 but I'm not stupid...


I posted the same thing above in the "Awnsers" section. I have to have an anwser soon though. All my patience has been drained... I've been eating myself alive over the past few hours waiting for someone to awnser but no one has... I'm scared... Please help me