Hi little rhino. Are you a "scanner?" (According to Barbara Sher (author of I Could Do Anything If I Only Knew What It Was and Refuse to Choose) a scanner personality is hard-wired to have many passionate interests rather than a single driving passion (which is a "diver" personality trait). Famous scanners include Leonarda da Vinci (artist and inventor, the original Renaissance Man) and Benjamin Franklin (writer, publisher, inventor, statesman among other things). Scanners living today may be considered unfocused dilettantes, amateurs who just can't finish anything. Not true. Scanners can not only do anthing they want, they can do EVERYTHING they want!)

Rather than be unsettled by who you are and how you feel like behaving, embrace it and try to work around it. Many people do not fit the molds that society demands, but while it's difficult to find your own niche, it's worth it!

It's good to hear you've made it the 2 weeks, and yes, I think you will make it the other 2 weeks before T. Life isn't always easy, and to find out we can take care of ourselves can be depressing at times. But maybe all you need is the keel on the boat (your T?) and you can motor right along! Good wishes.