I'm going to have to leave my T when I move in Aug. I have started to find it really hard to leave each session. I feel sad every time I leave. (More afterward than when I really leave). Then she reminded me that she is going to be gone for a week in July and it made the time seem even shorter. I don't want to have to move and leave my T. I want her to jump into my suitcase and come with me. I am so stressed out right now, I don't want to leave when I'm so stressed out. We have been talking about my finding another T where I move to, but it just reminds me that I am leaving. I have a couple of names and phone numbers, but I don't want to start calling because that means this is really happening.


We've worked together for three years now, and I just don't want to have to go through the whole trust building process again. I'm scared that I'm just going to feel all alone again.