((rhino))

Working on the low self esteem and confidence is something I am working on in T, if you are too, I am sure you are aware that it is really hard. We missed something growing up, which is why our self esteem is so low...so whatever we missed from our caregivers, we have give to ourselves. My T told me this. and it's been a struggle for me. I am sure YOU and I will get there it will just take some time.

I hope you get to see T soon so he can help you work through some of the things you are struggling with. Maybe you can talk to T about what is you would like to do and figure out why you are lacking the self esteem to pursue those and end up in a less than ideal job.