And it made me mad and embarrassed afterwards. Geez she said "well I see not having therapy while I was on vacation for over 2 weeks gave you a lot of time to reflect on things and do a lot of thinking". Actually I have been reflecting on the issues I brought up for over a month and just never brought it up before. So it made me mad for some reason just because she said that. But I started bawling like a damn baby and I hate doing that. She probably didn't know I could even cry being an Aspie and all. Actually she looked like she could cry after I started crying so that made me feel even worse. I don't recall every crying before in therapy.

She also irked me at the end of the session saying "well I can see you are going to need to talk more soon" so you can come back on Monday. Yeah I know she's really nice. But it bothers me that she thinks I need her.