Thanks Laura. For some messed up reason I'm glad I'm not the only one that cries during therapy. I guess I should wish everyone laughed and had a good time during sessions, but instead I get mad when I hear others laughing in there. How I wish T would get a noise masking machine now that the other T that was next door to her moved out and took the machine. I don't want to hear what goes on with others in there.

I'm afraid I won't be seeing her for too much longer. She keeps talking like she is going to dump me. As soon as I get on disability and get Medicare she's dropping me because she doesn't take Medicare and no therapists in town do. I can't start over with anyone else anyway. Its too hard for me to trust people. It was terrible trying to adjust to this T after I left the first one. Even though I hated the first one she somehow felt safe.