Thank you all for your support. I had a dream about therapists last night (not my T but about finding a new one.) I don't really remember what happened but coming to respond to this thread reminded me of whispers of it. I seem to be processing in dreams lately. We have talked a little about my leaving. We have discussed the process of me finding a new T, and dealing with the insurance I will have that wont have any mental health coverage. But we haven't talked much about my feelings about moving. I have been avoiding, and have had a lot of other stressful things I have had to be dealing with. It seems like I am going to have to use part of my time left to talk about leaving, and part of it to deal with the stresses around my new medical diagnosis. I just have so many things to deal with in this last period. It would be easier if all this other stress didn't feel it necessary to jump in right now. But why would it care what I wanted?