I lost my virginity when i was 16. I do regret it i slept with more than a handful of guys before i graduated and i did it thinking they would stick around. And it made me feel good to think i had thier attention. I was pregnant at 19. Had a baby with a very abusive guy. Got married to someone else about three years later. Now i'm 26 almost divorced and have two boys that i have to take full responsibilty for with no help from their dads.
I now am dating a wonderful guy that i had to pretty much have this conversation with the other night. Because I actually feel good when we have sex because he is so good to me and my boys. But he has a very low sex drive due to some medication he is on. It was so hard telling him that i always had sex to have the attention and then felt used and that i want to have it more with himbecause it feels right. Especially because he never asks to so i dont feel used at all.

I guess what i'm trying to say is that once you do it its so hard to understand all your feelings about it.
My sister just got married at age 33 and was a virgin. I knida wish i could have that. But i can't.
Just try not to have regrets they can consume you.
I wish youluck