Thank you Catherine..This site has certainly helped me..I think I am starting to understand why I am like I am........maybe understand some of the bad choices I have made in this life....most importantly.....made me see some good in myself...somtimes....I guess...most importantly...It makes me feel like maybe I do have something to contribute so I am not a total waste of space.. I have read some of your posts and although we do have different issues...I have a lot of respect for your words....so thank you for that! Thank you for your for your service to our country....words can't express that gratitude!!!