Welcome Cat,
Just wanted you to know your not alone in your feelings..I feel your loneliness even with my own family around me right now I feel so VERY alone in my pain.......I too am a cutter.....strange you should ask about burning in the same spot....well I cut in the same spot and mostly during the warm months so I can keep a BIG extra large bandaid on it and not cause my arms to be all cut and burned up and attention drawed to them....so found it easier to just keep cutting in the same spot....one it starts to heal I just slit it again and again....and yes I have the trouble getting it to stop bleeding....I take a mini pad and cut in half and attach to the bandaid....lol it works.....
please keep posting and keep talking to us we all totally understand where you at in your feelings.......I also purge.....have been for awhile now.....getting hard to get my self to throw up....UGH hate that.....I wish I could say I weighed what you two weigh....but I weigh what you two weigh together.....UGH I am a FAT PIG disgusting..I weigh 210 I want to loose some weight sooooooooooo bad but I cant......cannot shed a pound not matter how many less calories I cut out of my diet...and me being upset with my T lately and my depression being so BAD and me HATING myself I have been purging after each meal....if not I get VERY anxious and I have to run to the bathroom..... so see your not alone Catgirl.....welcome again and hope I did not disgust you with my details....
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"My Therapist always says
there is HOPE, so he continues to be
my light of HOPE even on my
darkest of days"
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