Dear Zen Thank you for your nice thoughts.
Even as I reread the sweet letter I am afraid my mom will read some thing into the letter of a negative manner.
A hidden message.
Or think I am very sick and going to die so I write a nice long sweet letter first.
She is so paranoid about stuff like that. I guess I can expect her to be paranoid at this time of year since my brother was killed on May 8 she has been afraid every year that some thing is wrong with one of us kids. One year she called each of us kids she was over at my Aunts house and would not stay for the meal she was invited to she thought some thing terrible was happening to one of her kids so she called all 5 of us.
Later that day a small boy fell and died near were she was visiting and she had paranoid thoughts about that.
She thought she could sense he was going to die.
Recently she called me early in the morning and I was getting ready to go out the door and she said I just want to tell you do not get in to a Mustang today. I made a tongue and cheek joke and said Ok mom I won't ride any horses today.
She was so worried about what she said to me that she called my husband and told him she never should of called me to tell me that first thing in the morning but she had a dream I died that day in a car accident and I was in a Mustang car.
Good night thanks again.
I will send nice letter tomarrow to mom and await the reaction and their is always one I just never know what direction it will be going in.
Morning Glory