i did well for a while. But the past few days have been bad lows. Wife wants to know why i can talk to her the way i talk on here. I cant even give an answer, i am not upset with her going onto pc and reading my posts but just makes me feel as if she doesnt trust me. Not being able to give her and answer make me that much more upset with myself then back to cutting again. Anyhow thanks for reading all my pointless posts