Thanks Allan. I'll try that. I'm just a little bummed because I've been in treatment since like, September of 2004. I should be stronger by now, ya know? I should be wiser as far as my sobriety is concerned. Just don't understand.

fayerody, you're right... I need friends who have the same goal in mind, reaching sobriety. I just get so lonely sometimes that I go hang out with one or two of my old friends who still drink sometimes. I made the mistake of going to Florida to see one of them. I should have known better, but I truely thought I'd be ok.