Waasup, Beads?
Sounds like you haven't been able to be here for a while? (Not sure, maybe you've been here but haven't been able to
hear others?)
And now you're thinking that nobody wants to talk to you?
Wonder what is making you think that? Maybe you went to chat and everybody left or something? (That happens sometimes - sometimes when I go in everyone else just happens to be leaving). Maybe you wrote a reply or a thread and nobody responded? (Sometimes that happens too - sometimes people are just in a bad place and can't say much of anything, and sometimes they simply don't know what to say).
Whatever is making you feel the way you are feeling, I am pretty certain that you've done nothing wrong and everyone (including me!) is still very happy to see you and write to you and share with you.
Sorry you're feeling triggered / rejected / ignored. Those are NEVER good feelings. Sit back a bit, do something nice for yourself and just wait and see. I am sure everything is just fine.