I could use extra hugs right now. I always thought i was better than this.

Some days i dont think so. Today is one of them. All I want is side work to get ends to meet. and i cant even get those this weekend.

Diabetic living on pasta, might as well call it over. this is just plain hard and nuts. Its been clear over a year since ive cut and yet these feelings are still there. haunting me every day of my life. why do i stay away from it......

me