I actually think the NP believes the hypomania was easy to treat. I think she was trying to reassure me that I wasn't stuck with the depression, that there is something we can try. I had just finished telling her that maybe I would give up and just be depressed because I am very good at it...

I hope my NP is ready for me, because I doubt she has had too many clients that want to discuss treatments at the healthcare provider level of knowledge. I was trying to be respectful and be a good patient before, but now I realize not being myself is not going to help me. I am sure that I can still be a good girl while making my point.

She is really trying to help me, and making decent clinical decisions...it's just my wacky biology getting in the way!

Thanks,gravvy.