An addict is an addict is what I've learned, and my meth addiction was far worse than my alcohol addiction ever was... So yeah, I need my NA and I'm not using it as an excuse. I'm very quick to admit my wrongs and when I need to do something or change something. It's not that... It's the fact that everytime I'd start feeling down or like I wanted to use, I'd turn to my NA book for a reminder of why I need sobriety in the first place.