i love your spirit bruce!

sometimes i think T should come with it's own health warning, i thought the hardest bit would be getting in there, then it would get easier, then eventually when you manage to blurt everything out it ends up getting even more complicated!, by all the additional issues it throws up with your relationship with T, i think i've gone through every emotion towards him, & still not sure how i should or shouldnt feel, no one warns you about that, you try & be open & honest & it just ends up leaving you feeling so damn vulnerable, i'm going off on a tangent now!

i have managed to steady my worry with the iron & front door, been taking photo's on my phone b4 i leave for work