I'm so confused now, he came over today and we started talking, he said that he has went from one relationship to another since he was 16. Which was basically his last 2 marriages then me, and he never had any alone time in between any of them. I know when we first started seeing each other he had just separated from his last wife and wasn't even divorced yet, and we've been together ever since. He said he would love to have some alone time, for it to be just him. But he also said he may find out 2 weeks down the road he's miserable without me and feel like he made the biggest mistake, but he doesn't know because he hasn't had the chance to see if he will miss me. This all started back in April, he didn't move out until the end of May, it wasn't even two weeks after he left that he sent me a text message at 5am while he was at work saying Good morning baby, I have missed you and thought about you all night. And now he says that was him giving me false hope that he shouldn't have sent it, not saying he didn't mean it but he doesn't want me to think everything is just fine. There are other issues within our relationship that he has mentioned before but never to where I thought it would affect us in this way, and he said that was his mistake because he should have made it clear to me how it affected him. We had made a deal that if things didn't work out by August 1st, I would try and find my own place, and when I asked him if I should start looking he says you know I look at everything negatively, I always expect the worse and hope for the best. I don't know what he means by that. I don't know what any of this means. He says he doesn't feel like he's made a mistake by being with me that I have been so good to him, and his kids, and I was the best thing that ever happened to him. So I don't understand why he don't want to come home and work things out together. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm scared he's going to like being alone and not going to miss me. I just don't understand, and he has no answers as to why he feels this way.