I hope that, as hard as it will be, you will find someone that will help you.

I'm stressed out about the inevitable end of my counseling, because I want to always have that person to talk to. My friends can't be that person, because they wouldn't know what to say. When I tell them about my SI, they'll act shocked when they see it and tell me not to do it anymore. Well that obviously doesn't help me. She'd never tell me that, she'd just listen. I know it's going to hurt when this is over. I've had something similar happen before, when I was younger. I'd do anything not to have to go through that again.