Here are my top five for today, they may be different tomorrow, who knows...

1. Having someone tell you "You're the best thing that ever happened to me, but I need some time to find out if this is what I want."

2. Having to walk around the house you've shared with someone for the past 4yrs and them not be here.

3. Feeling like you've failed

4. Starting back smoking after you quit for 2yrs and 10 months.

5. Knowing if you don't leave them alone you'll lose them forever, but you can't stop.