John
Your not alone with this strong feeling....I too suffer from self HATRED.....I HATE myself so much cannot find anything good about myself.... I am so BAD....totally a BAD person....just talked to my T yesterday that my equation is bad things happened to me when I was little....+ I did bad things as I got older = I am a BAD person today.......he argued of course.....well he said we dissagreed....and then he said we agreed to not agreed on the subject for now but we talked about it but I do have a strong sense of self hatred that spreads over to other areas and then I end up hating other things as well.....so please others do not lecture me.....I am just letting John know he is NOT alone....take care John and be good to your self you need that