Hey Kaika,

I know what you mean. It is such a freak out to a small child to suddenly not know where they are and how to get someplace safe. I think my memory is the thing that bugs me the most about being dissociative. Things do not stay in place, they shift around or disappear - except for really bad stuff that stays in place like it was glued there!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!

I think it is a GOOD idea to maybe share some of this with your T. The more he understands your reality the better he can help you with your life. Plus, you can think of it as educational - you are helping him gain more understanding and experience as a T. Makes you feel downright philanthropic don't it....=) (i'm in a weird mood tonight=)

Pixies