hey my friend.....Just don't call him and don't text him....
I know it's hard for you to do that....but you need time to get over it....then you will be proud of yourself and he will be pissed being dumped!
This relationship won't work, although you want it to work.....so why to give power to him? If even it works, you still have to make him beg for your attention....
one more thing....he's not the only guy on the earth....there are billions of them....have fun....

take care and stay strong.....
with love
Marjan