HIHIHI to alla de Hunny's. We lik u. We play an be nobuddy's wif u. U finlee fownd a gud use for Jello. We nevr finkd of it dat way!!! Ha Ha Ha! I like red Jello. It maks my fingers pinky red. Jello is nasty to eet. blek! I hate jello an I luv ise creem an candee an cookees an cherrees an bananas. yummy fuds. We pla nis wif u ok? We sorree for all u sads insid. U momm shud be nis to u cos u is nis. All kids is born nis!!!! cos God don mak junk. byby u alls

fanks wanttoheal. u is very nis persun. we sorree u knos wat we meen. we sorree u gots hurted. send u hug, ok?

Dear Notz, fank u for lettin us be all angry and sad an u stil lik us.

We feel sad or uncomfortable when we read anyone's words that tell how they were mistreated or used in bad ways. We know our words can be ugly when we tell the mean, cruel things we were forced through. We dont want to discourage anyone or drag you down with us into the evil places. It's just we keep hoping someday we will write and finally be able to say "enough. now it's enough." It's like being sick and hoping I can finally be empty inside of the sickness and free to be full of life and health and joy. I want my original self back. I want to be the person that God saw before anyone on this earth did wrong to me. That may be impossible or something that could only happen in heaven, but I want it!

I believe that each new life is supposed to be a gift from God, a creation with worth and significance - like each child comes as a living sculpture from a loving God. The ones who should have valued me as a living piece of art, a sculpture broke me down instead. They shattered me into pieces. I can never be that sculpture any more. When I first thought that, I thought the bad people won. I thought they had diminished me forever. But, they did not. I am still a living work of art between God and me and when all is said and done I will be a mosaic instead of sculpture. God will take all the broken bits and combine them into a different kind of art. I don't know exactly what our mosaic picture will look like, but it will be full of color and texture and interest. The broken bits may be combined to make something even more interesting and unique than the original statue.

We matter and they were wrong and evil to harm us. All the bad people who harmed every one of us on this forum were wrong and they will answer for it someday. But for now, I'm not going to think about them, I'm gonna be artistic and keep healing and changing.

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