also tired of tip-toeing around things and being careful. sometimes i just want to blurt out the most awful memories i have. i want someone to hear how bad it was and how devastated we were. i guess that is selfish, but for all the time they abused me, I HAD NO VOICE. none. they tied me in knots and silenced me and did terrible things to us. none of it was our fault. we did nothing wrong, nothing to make us deserve such cruelty and horror.

the frustrating thing about this is my words have no power. i want them to have power because words are my only arsenal for now.

anonypixie