(((((KitCat)))))

Hi, I just wanted to say that you really do matter... you sound like a wonderful person, you just have a few problems that need to be looked at by a psych... believe me, you do need help and don't let anyone tell you that you don't... you have to look after yourself and please don't talk of suicide because it's not going to help... plus think of all the people that love you, it may seem like no one does sometimes but that's just the way you see it because I know they care... we care.

I have many of the same symptoms you do... I see things, hear things and I talk to people in my head, and I always feel like there is something after me that I can't see... I went for years like it without getting help and all I accomplished was letting it get worse... but now I'm getting help because it's not worth living like this, it's to hard on the mind and to much stress to handle... so please get yourself help now before things get worse for you as well.